Lately my mom has been intoreable. It gets harder everyday to go on living. I found out my boyfriend is fighting being bisexual. So yeah that made me feel as if I am failing as a girlfriend. Now several other friends are telling me they are fighting homosexuality when all they are doing is trying to fit in with the two that are really having the problem. On top of all that my friend tammy is telling me how bad it is at home (her mom is mean like mine) and how her boyfriend is being a jerk, how she is going to kill her self. While about 3 of my friends really care what is going on inside my head. only 3 really try to find out how i am doing. why do some people live such hard lives? why can't the only thing we have to worry about is if the guy we like likes us back? My life isn't all bad but it sures feels like it right now.i feel all alone watching my friends having fun. I want to join in so much but don't know how. Yeah i do alot of stuff with them but none of them have to worry when they will get to eat again. or when their mom will hit them again (she hasn't i a while but i worry) or yell obseen things at you.how can i live a normal life among them when we live so differently?
