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yeah!! chicago was so much fun. everything worked out for the best. my b/f isn't really having problems any more. neither is missy. yeah!! *runs and jumps around in celebration* i also had a lot of fun even. i went shopping. and even bought stuff for myself. *gasp* the dance was a lot of fun. my b/f only had two problems and that was when the guy came out wearing a hand towel and another time when he had rolled over on his face. (i ll explaain lata) the rest of the time he was fine and those two times came and went pretty fast. the rest of the time he said he was thinking of me. i believe him when he says he only had two problems. for the way he said it and two i really want to believe it. hey i might be being really naive at the moment but i don't care. i really watn to believe him so i am going to. but i am pretty sure this is the turning point for missy and his battles. i think they will win them soon. as long as they stay strong in God. missy is wiht me on this one. i just hope it is true. i am just so happy that i thought i would update on it. sorry i havent' updated in a while (a whole month or two) but i have been busy with projects and school but also wiht the whole sexual abuse thing. yeah i am seeing a councilor now. i told my mom everything. the cops have been putting a case together and hope to get things pouring down on the guys head this month. i have missed a lot of school to go talk to the cops and all but it is all worth it. i get to protect tammy. yeah it has been hard but i am fine because i have my loveing b/f who has been there through all this ( helps me catch up on missed work too). he has been my support along wiht a few other friends i have let know. so i am fine. my life is finally looking up for a while. mom let john come over for thanksgiving dinner. which is amazing. i am going to try for christams wiht the family but i doubt it. really christmas eve. but same diff. but life is good. yeah it has its downfalls like mom being mean at times but it is starting to look up. thursday the 4th will be 11 months wiht my b/f and all. chicago was fun and all . so yeah i figuered i would update with so good news. i am so happy. i will give you all the detalils lata but i have to go finish my ss project that is due in a couple hours, guess i will be pulling an all nighter. see ya all lata
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kab
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jazz

ps thanks for all you guys who dealt wiht my temporaliy insanity from the stress. thanks for pulling me through and sticking by me. i am back to my happy self again. thanks for letting me just vent to you guys every now and then. loads of thanks to ash h , varland, my b/f, and missy. even though she is completely lost on most of it. ash thanks you have helped so much just giveing me a shoulder to cry on an ear to vent to. thanks to my b/f for putting up with me being so stressed. you shouldn't have to go through this but thanks for being there and supporting me. thanks varland for the big bro love that pulled me through when i thought no one else cared. thanks for watching over me and pulling me under your wing till mine were fixed. and missy who has blindly listened to me rant on vague things. thanks for the shoulder to cry on and the ear to vent the anger stress and frustation at. love ya all and thanks so much.